Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
Am currently not doing work. Whyyyyyyy!!! Oh, yeah. That's coz I'm lazy.
Best therapy for insomnia: work.
ME signed off at 5:36 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
68th post
Haiz.. sometimes I feel like such a sad shadow of myself when I'm interacting with people I like, but am not fully comfortable with. With companions in which both apply, e obvious goes that I am freely myself without fear of judgment. With those whom I dislike, I can be flippant in my actions and words, because I care not a whit if they think me an idiot, a biatch, nor do I put much stock in the opinions of morons anyway.
But for those I care for yet am uncomfortable around, I feel so sad watching myself be a pandering fool - afraid to offend, unsure of myself. Yet if I believe they will judge me, should I even be liking them anyway?
